We live,we learn and then we just smile

So according to my manager i have not been the most postive person as of late and i really need  to step it up or be taken off the weekend schedule. I was not aware that there was some unwritten law that states you must be happy and cheery all day long or you will loose your time at work. It really kinda threw my mood when i got that text message saying people at work were complaining about my attitude towards the schedule...anyway i get home and get a call from a girl at work and she says"if you have the attittude that when your at work its the best place to be then it will change your whole mindset while your there and you'll stay postive"wise words.  Im changing my mood when i go to work but not just then but everyday..i have really been a little down as of late but it mainly comes down to people saying things about my child that are not true and me taking it to heart and allowing it to bring me down....well no more people ...you who talk about my child clearly dont really know my child cause if you did then you'd respect her enough to say to her face what you say behind her back. Well off i go to make lunch and get ready for thanksgiving...

Forgivness

So today its simple i choose...1: i choose to forgive those that hurt me and i pray that in turn they forgive me..i know God has forgiven me for my past and their are no plans for past  so why dwell on things that are dead and gone. God has great plans for my future and finally im excited to see where He takes me..not where i take me.
2: I choose everday to walk in Joy. That was something my mom started everyday saying"i choose to walk in joy"now i tell my kids everyday you have joy in your heart and no one can take it away..they tell me that Jesus gave them that joy. Since deciding everyday i would walk in joy everyday has been better..i walk not only in joy but also in peace and the yelling and miscommunication has improved around our house.
3:I choose to follow after God to be the Woman He designed me to be so that (this includes Clay he is searching his own heart and knows that we have been a little lazy in our faith) in turn  we can train our children to be followers of God and to be Leaders .
I love my family and im so thankful for a wonderful Dad who pointed out that God wants me to become that woman of God he designed me to be. I know i know he is not the first to point this out however something about not only how he said it but also something else that happened that no longer matters that changed my heart forever.
We have our first bible study this Saturday night and we cant wait.

Just another day

Not much going on today just realizing that everyday as a mother requires more patient than i was given so I'm leaning on God for strenght to hold it together. As i type my 5yr old is crying "daddy ,daddy,daddy,daddy"over and over again when im sitting right next to her. Little does she seem to relize but he's not coming..not cause he's mean or doesnt care but cause we are trying to teach her she can not always get her own way.  She is one stubborn little person and i know that later in life the reason why God created her to be so stubborn will come to light I'm sure but right now it requires patience and prayer to sometimes deal with it. Course with each child we have i found myself looking at Clay and saying"wow this one is more stubborn than the one before" or "i cant believe it Jakob takes the cake on stubborn" it just goes to show we all have our days in the Davis house. One thing is for sure we have some very opinionated  children..they know what they thing about things and their thoughts cannot be easily swayed by anyone..which in my mind is a wonderful thing it means they will hopefully not cave later on when peer pressures rears its ugly head. Ok well im still listening to my 5yr old yell for her daddy so maybe its time for some Daddy intervention. Night all be blessed

My baby girl

So my first post in years and im not sure how to start but i know that writing is the only way to really put all my emotions on the table. With 4 kids and one of those kids being so stubburn he challenges every rule there is and finds every way he can to break  it. I try  not to let what he says break me..his favorite thing is to say"i hate you..and you hate me" i love my kid more than words can express and sometimes when he says that i have to just shut down and not let it affect me.  Aireanna has to be reminded it seems the older she gets how truly special she is. Maybe i dont spend enought time telling her how wonderful she is or how gifted she is.  At 13 she is so mature and even though she may have a mouth she is real sure of her thoughts and morals. We discussed charater today and she proved she really understands what strenght of charater is..she understands that wisdom comes with age and its not just handed to you when you hit 13, she doesnt know everything. Im so blessed with her she helps me more than an average 13 yr old would ever help their mom..I love my daughter and i seem to go way too long telling her. I promise to be sure and tell her and show her so much that no matter where she goes she knows her momma loves her and will always be there for her..just like my Daddy is for me.