My baby girl

So my first post in years and im not sure how to start but i know that writing is the only way to really put all my emotions on the table. With 4 kids and one of those kids being so stubburn he challenges every rule there is and finds every way he can to break  it. I try  not to let what he says break me..his favorite thing is to say"i hate you..and you hate me" i love my kid more than words can express and sometimes when he says that i have to just shut down and not let it affect me.  Aireanna has to be reminded it seems the older she gets how truly special she is. Maybe i dont spend enought time telling her how wonderful she is or how gifted she is.  At 13 she is so mature and even though she may have a mouth she is real sure of her thoughts and morals. We discussed charater today and she proved she really understands what strenght of charater is..she understands that wisdom comes with age and its not just handed to you when you hit 13, she doesnt know everything. Im so blessed with her she helps me more than an average 13 yr old would ever help their mom..I love my daughter and i seem to go way too long telling her. I promise to be sure and tell her and show her so much that no matter where she goes she knows her momma loves her and will always be there for her..just like my Daddy is for me.